::12.12.2011 12.02 pm::

muhammad harith dah sampai...
we checked in at d same hospital...and what a coincident ...d same bed as well...

::nama::

may be esok...may be lusa or may be next week...
waiting game started...i still dun have any name for the baby...
if she is a girl i would like to call her aisyah jugak...boleh???
if he is a boy may be namanye start wif Ahmad macam ayah dia...
Apepun wait until dia kuar la baru la exciting nak bagi nama...

::the faces that i miss d most::

adeh teringat pulak zaman muda2 dulu...

:: setahun sebulan::

aku makin tua ... aisyah makin besar...baby kat dalam perut ni pun dah makin besar...

::raya @ jb::

Kaasut raya kami...kasut cipcip lagi mahal dari mak dia




cipcip penat...otw pi batu pahat nih...muka dia merah2 kene gigit nyamuk...


Sempat singgah makan kat dataran JB melepaskan rindu pada steamboat,bakso n yg paling penting tauhu bakar

our raya trip is over...semalam dah sampai tg malim sebab nak elak jam... allhamdulillah tis raye we had an awesome raya at my hub's hometown...we really enjoy the celebration...aisyah njoy playing wif her cousin...politik budak2 asal ada 1 je mainanye berebut, lucu tengok ...
sayangnye tak sempat amek gamba raye dgn cipcip...

::ramadhan 1432::

at this hour masih lagi kat opis...kalau ikut kan hati memang dah nak lari balik umah n hangkut barang2 then cau cincau balik jb...tp ntah ...pesal la aku baik sgt still lagi tunggu time nak punch card ni...tis year turn jb pulak...may b it sounds pelik but i do enjoy raya at my in law place same as i enjoy my raya with my very own family...ada macam2 makanan favourite kat sana ( teruk ka
allhamdulillah hingga ke hari yg ke-26 ni aku masih mampu berpuasa walaupun badan ni lembik semacam...so far baby dah start kicking and bila lapar dia akan kick lagi kuat...so kadang2 kene gosok2 skit perut ni nak pujuk dia...harap2 dia jadi anak yg baik and penyabar...Last year tak dapat puasa sebab dalam pantang. Aisya Zahraa'lahir few days before puasa...she is d best raya gift ever...masa tu macam tak percaya dapat beraya dengan baby...
To all my beloved friends i would like to wish you all selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin... hope that all of you will have a blessful raya... kalau ada kesempatan i wish i can visit all of you...

::sweet 11::

allhamdulillah my sweet heart dah masuk 11 bulan harini...
aisyah dah semakin pandai... everyday ada je yang dia pandai buat...
dari dancing hingga lah ke mengkicapkan susu ke lantai...
geram tgk dia kicapkan susu, bedak n sepahkan hanger tu tp she is so adoroble
sampai nak marah pon tak sampai ati maka akhirnya mak dia ni pun gomol pipi dia sampai dia nanges hehehe...GERAM WEH...

ENTRY EMOSI

ENTRY EMOSI

" ni TER ke memang nak"

sumhow i do expect mmg akan ada org tanye soalan ni...and i did a few timeS try
to kind of draft out my possible answers for this question...
these are my answer scheme for the question

"u ada nampak air mata ke kat mata i ni...ada nampak i murung ke bila tau i pregnant lagi" {bunyi mcm cynical rite}

"oh tak plan pun mmg nak tambah baby cepat"

"saya mmg tak suka makan ubat ni so kalau ada baby saya ok jer"

itu cuma skema jawapan...bila dalam kejadian sebenar aku jawab merepek2 hingga aku sendiri tak puas hati dgn jawapan aku.

in d 1st place soalan tu memang tak patut di tanye pada sesiapa pun...
so memang logik la bila aku jawap merapu-rapu biarpun aku mmg dah ada skema jawapan...

frankly speaking aku mencongak2 umur...aku lahirkan aisyah masa umur aku 27 tahun
dah agak lewat usia 20an...dan memang ada dalam hasrat aku nak tambah lagi memandangkan umur dah semakin banyak...kalau dah tua2 nanti condition badan dah tak berapa baik untuk pregnant...I WANT A HUGE HAPPY FAMILY

SO...the baby in me is wanted bukan TER...aku tak suka betul dengar perkataan TER tu...
to me people can decide whatever they want to do with their life...as for me i decide to have more babies...may b sebab zaman sekarang ni ramai org prefer utk jarakkan anak 2 tahun ...3 tahun then baru dapatkan baby yaNg seterusnye...people decide what they suppose to decide...

some people make that call because the husband and wife tak stay skali PJJ may be...some people concern about financial...some people nak manjakan anak lama skit...some people wait because of medical condition...and there are so many reasonS for people to make d decision whether to have or not to have a baby ....whatever d reasons are itu terpulang pada individu tu la...

cuma yang tak best nye dalam kes anak masih kecik and mak pulak mengandung lagi soalan yang TER tu mesti muncul membuat penampilan istimewa...

kalau ada yang teringin nak tanye soalan tu pada aku lagi sila la fikir jauh skit...
and PALING PENTING ingat ALLAH...rezeki dari allah kenapa nak tolak??? kesian kat baby tu kalau mak yang terfikir tentang isu TER ni...

to me tak ada isu TER ni...

From d moment aku tengok aisyah for d first time i just knew that it is worth d pain that i've gone thru...and i've no doubt to go thru it again just to see another sweet beautiful little baby...

::awesome::

19 june 2009

managed to catch a super cool hubby




5 august 2010

aisyah zahraa' a.k.a bubbly lil sunshine muncul dalam hidup kami





insya allah
mid dec 2011
another gift from Ar-rahim will be unwrapped...
(i couldn't find any pic for this but i assume they will just look alike)
Insya allah...

counting months...counting years

yesterday was my birthday...
dipagi hari en nazri serenade birthday song which alternate dgn burp
thanks sayang...
allhamdulillah Allah allow me to live this long ... with HIS blessed i live a very happy life along with beloved family, husband, my sweetheart and girls...(you noe who u are babes)
last nite instead of candle lite dinner we just have our ordinary dinner at home...
it turn up to be a very ganaz dinner coz we had a battle with ketam bercili...
awesome...
Ku mohon semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki selalu...i wanna see my sweetheart grow...Amen

::d making of aisyah's dress::

aisyah buat projek lain masa i sedang menyiapkan dress dia...beliau telah
mengorek bantal peluk beliau lalu mengeluarkan kekabu yg ada...










may be it's been awhile i didn't come cross crazy ideas...but last weekend i decided to do sumthing which is not my cup of tea...

menjahit is so not my thing...tetibe rasa ibu sejati muncul
maka i and hubby and lil aisyah went to kedai kain n bought a little
flowery materials which i think it's cute


YES...so cute for me to ruin it...
i force my hub hub to set d sewing machine...he put on thread adjust the setting...
i started cutting d material without measuring lil babe accurately...
agak2 jer...i assembled d pieces then i tried hard to fix d dress to aisyah
disaster...tak muat ...so i cut a new pieces and sew them together...
d final product looks ok but i think it will be funny if lil aisyah ware it...

::4 in the morning::

she woke up at 4 ....
she play on her own since both of us were sleeping...
dahsyat si kecik ni aku mmg dah tak larat nak layan...
lately diadah pandai bgn at wee hour and practice merangkak..
wahai aisyah zahraa' maafkan mummy ye tak dapat nak entertain sayang main...
we love u princess...