::diet or no diet::

ideally people prefer to see a slim and fair bride...
unfortunatelly i dun hav both...
i'm neither fair nor slim...
so before d occasion i'm quite strict bout food...
but it seems doesn't work for me...

after sumtimes avoiding nasi lemak ( to avoid growing bigger)
i broke my rule ...
this morning i've one bungkus of nasi lemak...
feel a bit guilty but i cannot help it...
when i take a look at it, i can see 2 ikan bilis ( belah dua pulak tu)
6 groundnuts, 2 slice of cucumber, a tablespoon sambal and about 1/2 cup rice...
after analyzing the content of the meal i decided...
not to feel guilty...

nowdays everything is getting smaller...
so there will be no harm for me to eat it...( sumhow sakit hati jugak, ciputnye nasi lemak zaman sekarang)

and i also decided that i dun mind being a giant big bride... baru la sume org nampak
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe....